
Project 84 was a campaign produced by This Morning to represent male suicide. The project was created to ignite a conversation surrounding male suicide, with 84 sculptures being placed on top of studios in London. 84 men take their own life every week within the UK and each sculpture represented one of these men and their stories.
The project for me is quite shocking, especially if you were to see this in person without expecting too. However, I believe that this is needed to make people notice and talk about mental health, instead of ignoring the issue. The project was a collaboration between This Morning and the mental health charity CALM. Using both a charity and popular tv show meant that the campaign could reach a wider audience, something that is important to think about when thinking about how my work can reach a specific audience.
The work not only included the sculptures, but a website in which 84 men who have died from suicide were named, with some going as far to share their stories. Adding this personal touch to the work makes the sculptures and their stories a lot more realistic and harder as a viewer to deal with. I want to incorporate a form of writing and personal experiences within my work, giving a real life insight into what it is like to suffer with social anxiety.


The first stage that Johnson represents within her work is Guilt. The guilt of having a mental illness, especially if you do not have a necessarily have a reason. The flesh like colours used within the work gives a feeling of rawness, representing how mental illness can have such a painful effect on the sufferer.
The second stage represented is emptiness. This shows both the physical and emotional feeling of emptiness. There is a link within this piece of work to eating disorders, yet the feeling of loneliness is common across all mental illnesses. This stage is especially relatable to me as I suffer from social anxiety. I often feel lonely, yet because of my disorder I find it hard to socialise – creating an endless problem I cannot seem to recover from.
The fourth step is the feeling of slipping. With any mental illness you can feel as if you do not have the ability to function any longer. As the artist describes it is like coming closer to death. Every aspect of your life is effected when suffering from a mental illness, not simply your thoughts.
Finally is the idea of being pulled up – the idea of recovering. This is an important message to me to get across. The help of other people has such a massive impact on those recovering from mental illness. The work is different from the others in the project. Where the rest of the work can be seen in quite a negative way, this plays on the idea of hope at the end of a mental illness.
Within my other module – research and context – we were told to bring an object that helped us work in a creative way. I decided to bring the mask that I had used within my previous module, which was used for my self portraiture work.
I roughly experimented with different materials, seeing what would work best when covering a surface.